Sad... Depress...Stress...

Today was a sad day for me...
sad, depress, stress
All in my mind again
I hate this feeling
And I can't get rid this stupid things
Sad? yeah... sad T^T
Feeling like losing something, or.. a person
oh right, a person...
A person feel like important to me
looks like i cant without him or her in my life
feel like wanna he or she send a message to me
feel like wanna he or she gv a call
But, this few days I cant receive it
I know the reason
but I still doing some stupid things
how come!?
Oh god... i don't knw
just... sad
Because of this, i cant concentrate in my study
keep thinking him or her
BOO SHIT!!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE FUCKING SHIT!!?
GET OUT FROM MY MIND, YOU ARE FUCK!
ok>< I know you won't read this, lol~~

The exam is around the corner
I haven't prepare well
I know... I will get a bad result, and all my marks will be drop
STRESS!!
I can't accept if I take a bad result
I hope I won't lose again
Altough I told myself don't care about win or lose
If you try your best, then it's ok
BUT.... I CAN'T!!!
I CAN'T.....

Altough get the tips for exam, but still can't read all of that
izit I'm stupid?
Ya, I think so...
Long time din't cry for this feel
I think, Today I should cry
If not, I will "QI XIN" soon
Vilson Vilson...
Don't worry, Be happy
ok?
PROMISE T^T