I am doing nothing

I am doing nothing
I don't know my own strength
I am in suffer
What I am doing right now?
NOTHING
sad day for me...some more emo
No way to go
can't see my dream anymore
I had no hope to hold on
The darkest day for me
Sorry for yesterday that I have sent you the message
That is my decision without getting permission from you
But I have no choice
I should do that in order to protect myself
sorry that I fell in love in you
I know I can't do that
But I did it and now, I should wake up and tell myself
"YOU ARE WRONG VILSON"
Ya, I'm wrong
I don't wanna be hurt anymore
You always tell me, we are good friend
you are right, we are good friend ONLY
can't reach other state anymore
I have nothing?
perhaps "YA"
wake up vilson, don't be a fool
don't be a stupid guy again
you tried before, but never success
this time will be the same, k?

I know you can do it well=)
I know you can handle it well=)
Tomorrow will be a new good day for you!

Busy life

Hi everyone, thanks for reading my blog =)
Long time din't use English for blogging
I assure that a lot of grammar mistake will see in this blog><
Please tell me if I commit mistake.

Oh ya... come back to my "LIFE"
I was so busy in my life
Everybody is having 24 hours,
but how come it just like 1 hour for me?
is it fair!!?
The answer is......."FAIR"
god!! there are not enough time for me to prepare my exam
the exam is around the corner
sometimes I really want study hard, but a lot of things are impiting me!
My brain was muddled by SPM SPM SPM
I know a lot of humans that are same aged with me are also facing the important exam.
However, why some of them can get a excellent result but I can't?
Is it I'm not hardworking enough or what?
No!! I really try my best! (Processing)
But I always forgot what I had read, WHY??!
I'm not enough time to get a good and excellent result.
Ya, I know I can't.
Some more a lot of tuition and homework
TEACHER!! WE ARE NOT THE GOD OK!! PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT WE ARE PRO AND CLEVER ENOUGH!! WE ARE NOT ROBOT OK!!>
SHIT~~ ok~~ I won't impart this to my teacher, scare them ask me to consult counselling~~LOL!
I always insist that I can do it well
The conviction is strong enough, I mean before that~ NOT NOW!!
I din't fiddle any hour even seconds!!
But the time still cannot fulfill me
Everyday went back form school, eat, bath, take a nap, homework, revision, tution, eat, bath revision, homework, sleep
SEE!! I know what I will do at tomorrow
ok, maybe this life is very plenitude
but it too boring for me!
despair, anger, disheartened,grief-stricken all in my brain
I know I should not muddle myself, but I can''t control myself
the trial is around the corner, so!!? What should I do?
study again right??
I am eager for the good result, but doesn't mean I can get it
I am not a talented and versatile guy, I am only a normal guy
Assume that I can't get my target, what should I do?
Can't imagine!

FOR MYSELF
Vilson choong!! Don't be pessimistic, you are not a foolish!!
Busy life? so what (comfort myself again@@)
No matter how long the night, the dawn will break, altough the world is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming of it!!
Please endure till the end
Do what you want, If you say can, then you can!
If you associate with wise, then you will become wise; If you associate with foolish, you will become foolish!
I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn. I've been hurt but I'm alive. I am human, I'm not perfect as others, but I am thankful!
CHEER!!!

A Smile =))

A SMILE costs nothing, but gives much. It enriches those who receive,without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment.but memory of it sometimes last forever. None is so rich or mighty that he can get along without it and none is so poor that he can make rich by it. A SMILE creates happiness in the home, fosters good will be in business and is the countersign of friendship. It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad and it is nature's best antidote for trouble. Yet is cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a SMILE. Give them one of yours, as none need of SMILE so much as he who has no more to give. Please SMILE=))

目标---成绩

时间在我们的指尖慢慢流逝中
一分一秒是多么的珍贵
但又有多少人珍惜着它？
我又没有珍惜它呢？
羞愧的说
没有很珍惜
每个人只有24个小时
睡觉上课工作就占了4分之3的时间
剩余的四分之一
是多么的少
你是怎么利用的呢？
最近太忙了！
忙到乱了阵脚
甚至忙到不知要做什么
考试暂时完毕了
操步比赛也暂时告一段落
之前的我们，一定忙得不可开交
功课，读书，补习，练习操步
这些就用在我的那“四分之一”的时间
有没有意义，我不知道
但，我拿到我要的东西了

年中考试的成绩出炉了（其实出炉很久了）
不是什么很棒的成绩
只称得上有进步，并且是“半桶水”


                MAC          MAY
BM           68               59
BI             64               64
BC           75                63
SEJ          72                79
P.MRL     58               83
MATH     76               89
A. MT      66               56
PHY         64               63
CHE        70                73
BIO          87               79

五科进步，4科进步，1科没变动
算是还不错啦，比上不足比下有余
比起别人，我弱多了！
让我伤心的事，我跌名次啦！！！
全级11变12>
好不爽
但下次他没有机会了~
我一定要全级第10
生两个月就预考了
GOD!!! 又是时候把自己当机器那样开工了！
两个月时间，把自己的ADD MATH, PHYSIC, SEJ, ENG, BM 搞好
这几科都是我比较弱的科
对症下药，才是最好的解决方法=))

1.7.2012
今天又是一年一度的ANNUAL PARADE
圣约翰操步比赛
为了这个比赛，大家都花了好多时间去练习！
皇天不负有心人
在强烈的竞争下，
我们脱颖而出
获得第二名！！！
YUHOO^^!!!
有高兴不高兴啦...
高兴在于AA TEAM 有5年没拿过奖了！！
今年我们再次破了纪录！！
光荣XDD
不高兴在于我们输第一名2分！
就这么的两分！！
心痛T^T
不然我们就可以唱" we are the champion!!"
LOL>< 但过去了
但这个成绩也不错啦=)
在我离开ST.JOHN这个团体前拿了一个有价值的光荣！
SMK DATO' SAGOR ST.JOHN'S MEMBERS!!!
WE DID IT!!

这半年里，有好多好多贵人帮我
每次在我最需要时都会自动出现！
可能是今年的运程不错？哈哈！
谢谢你们=))
特别是有一位，每晚到了那个时间电话就会自动响起
那时是我放松自己的时候
APPRECIATE!!
7月到啦，半年就这样过去了
好吧，这半年过的他妈的快
快到好像昨天才是一月一号>
下半年，应该会更忙吧？
朋友们，为我们的将来，SPM, 打拼！
再次破学校记录，让别人知道，我们这一班是名副其实是SCIENCE CLASS!!
CHEER!!!^^ =))